Something that has been on my mind lately is why we choose to do certain things. For example kiss/ flirt with a person that we claim we are not interested in, or we care about a person so stinkin much but they are never good enough in our eyes to date them/ see them as something more. Are we as a people so vain to not open our eyes and see things as they really are? I have done these things several times in my life, but what is the cause of this? Is it vanity or could it be we are scared to finally have what we always wanted? "Love is a force more formidable than any other. It is invisible- it cannot be seen or measured, yet it is powerful enough to transform you in a moment, and offer you more joy than any material possession could." Barbara De Angelis. This so called transformation is scary but in the end we are so much happier. It's better to have loved than to have never loved at all. 
   We are sometimes scared to get close to those we care for the most because Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Maybe that is the same for loving someone. Maybe we should let go of our worries and uncertainties and put them in Gods hands and give it a shot. I guess this is something I will be thinking alot about.