In the blink of an eye your whole life can change

  Not many of you know this but in March 2005 or 2006 I almost died in a car accident. The police told us the car flipped 5 times and it was a miracle we were alive and even more of a miracle that we only got a few cuts and bruises from it. They told us if we did not have our seat belts on we would have been killed. Little does everyone know that a minuet before the crash I did not have my seat belt on. I was laying down to take a nap in the back seat and as I started to drift into slumber land I got this feeling to put on my seat belt. At first I just shrugged it off but the feeling just kept getting stronger and stronger until (without even noticing) I sat up and quickly put my seat belt on. After I did this I was wide awake in shock because I did not tell myself to put my seat belt on or to even sit up. I was focused on trying to go to sleep. All I thought was "wow what the crap just happened?!" A minuet later we got in a car accident that totaled the car that should have killed me.

  Some might say I'm just lucky which it could be, or might it be God saved me. If God saved me than  what did he save me for? What was the reason he saved my life? I was the purest I had ever been at that time, So why would he save a 14/15 year old girl? This question has haunted me for the longest time. Why would he save a girl like me? God put trials in my life to mold me into the person he wants me to be, but how could I ever forget such an amazing gift and what did I do to thank him for it? I later on spat in his face. Back in the day I did not love myself and when things got rough I would question this and wish he would have let me die that day. The older I have gotten the more and more I thank him for this amazing blessing, the blessing of life. So many of us take this tiny thing for granted and I know I have. Live life to the fullest, take chances, make what time u have left on this earth worth while. I know I am going to start to appreciate it more and do everything in my power to figure out and do what ever God saved me for. I pray u all do the same :)